i got an A for comm skills! (yay!) think will fail others though. (yay!)

ok i need to get this off my chest: I BLOODY WANT A LG CHOCOLATE PHONEEEEE.

ok done!

anyway just for fun: AHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHA

ohohoh i have been reading blogs recently and found out that people nowadays write in a very literature-ish style describing their feelings or relationship. like for example i quote "what is trust? how do you define trust blah blah blah" it's such a cool concept as i think it really projects a v brainy image but is totally screwed when the author uses stupid english. haha, like lurbxx euWw.

ok whatever. shall attempt to write like that too!

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gaa fuck it.

maybe am really a himbo like what mars-from-special said. :( am going to be so doltish people will charge me to court. gaa gaaaaa!

the past week or so has been crazy. i've been out almost every single day and cash is flowing out of my wallet like water out of a tap. urggg.

anyway i've just acquired (is the the right word?) 2 new hobbies. first of all, eating chocolates. this is bad, real bad as am still on a diet. i havent been eating chocolates for a very long time as i somehow pulled my sweettooth out, but all of a sudden, the craving creeps back. am dying for a godiva chocolate elixer which has like 2000 calories. doom. DOOM!

secondly, cam whoring. help! am turning into lians and sooner or later will start to typex likex thissx. it developed out of boredness at pamela's house when i had really nothing to do. just look at these:

me and chanelle doing all sorts of weird expressions. i really think we can be actors you know. or clowns. huh? also we think that we looked really hot in pamela's spects. so there. yay! and look at the other set:started with me and chanelle. why is my tan so weird? stupid google tanline. and chanelle is doing a super model pose. hot!

joey joined us and we did a sexy theme. comeonnnn just look at her. hotness. FIERCE! omfg really hot. ya "hot".

with weiwei. we were just testing the flash. thus the blank face. but weiwei took it v seriously and just look at him! soooo cute. like a baby monkey.

and finally with pamela! and finally i see the resembence between chanelle and joey. they're really sisters. i swear.

and the other big thing that happened to me is that i finally went MOS!

fianlly finally finally, after all these years. went with weiteck and prisca and her 1000 friends. it was fist eating boring at first as there was only like 5 cats around. then people started dancing at around 10. and still, it was boring as there was no r&b. :( then they went out to get come alcohol and i had some and it tastes weird. after that we went back it was mayhem! danced (dirty?) like no tomorrow with prisca.

felt super tired after the dnacing (stupid alcohol) thus went home with pris. also zara jacket is too hot for that place and shall not bring it anymore. will upload pics later. weeee!

went for hip hop lesson just now from 2 to 6. bloody hell, right thighand knee was already hurting like mad and i was grouped with some people that i dont even like. and somehow during the (sort of) showcase, mine was sucky, bad, mediocre (insert other negative word here) and got super super demoralised after it.

and there's training tomorrow, and prolly the day after, and prolly the day after after (birthday!). i think my right leg might just give way one day and i'll fall while jaywalking across the road and get hit by a lorry and die. :'(

and chanel and pamela is planning where to go now. i think they're either a)really bored b)bloody rich or c) mad. and after 2 hours they still have not made up their mind. think will go to sleep now. ciao.

and oh they just called and are going to ps to play pool. i hope i dont get killed by gangsters. and since it's already 12am and no one's really walking on the streets right now, i'm going to wear something really over the top. haha.

finally it's the holidays! after seeing other kids not having to go school for 2 weeks, it's finally my turn. <3

but have been spending so much nowadays it's scary, i cant even think of it. :( and i'm supposed to save up for this zara jacket which is 179. bloody hell. anyway have given up on 500 jacket cause nancy didnt get my 'saving-money-can-be-worn-for-20-years" concept and then she agreed on zara. it's like a reversible cotton blazer and hoodie. so cool.

so on thursday after the exams i went out with my classmates. went marina square for sukiyuki bbq (is this the name? mmmf whatever), and then as usual, arcade, pool and bowling afterwards. haha, it feels so good to be able to finally relax after mugging for a bloody week (though, still will flunk most of them). and i discovered half my classmates are insane. i mean seriously, these people must be mad or something.

friday was shopping day with chanelle, there's sale EVERYWHERE! which i love. got 2 flesh imp tees for only 35! also discovered ultra cool zara jacket which is a must buy. we went like 5 malls and saw around 101 other things that i want. :( and went home afterwards to watch fan wong fong, which annoyed me, stupid ending.

saturday! hip hop training. vvvv tiring but was a truckload of fun. after that was early birthday celebration with the bitches! went ajisan, then kbox and then marina south (is it? or north) for steamboat where lao niang treated us poor souls. i offically declare her as the most gorgeous, generous, groovy (ok cant think of another g word so make-do with it) bitch everrrr! <333 and many thanks to jose, jan, degarmo for the awesome prezzies.

and oh my tshirt drought is finally saved: got 7 new, sexy tees in a week. w00t!

god i ate so much today and it's only 6pm. i can feel the fats building up under my skin. godddddddd. ;_;

sometimes i wish people can bother to listen or read between words in stead of presenting themselves in such a stupid way. it's soooooooooooooo annoying

i'm so pissed.

i have so many things to buy. it's not like they're indulgence, but ESSENTIAL. things like ipod earphones, sandals etc. but i'm broke. seriously broke as in no money. i cant even buy things that i NEED. how fucking pathetic is that?

secondly, issues regarding my weight. I'M SKINNY-er! people should learn how to congratulate or motivate me to lose more instead of saying things like "uhh.. you better do it properly or else it's going to backfire" or like "have you been eating? you look tired and shagged". i know it's being nice and all, but comeonnn it's so bloody discouraging. you might as well say i look like 5 different kinds of shit.

and gaaaaaaaa school. i feel so slacky, it's like i'm back to sec 3 (haha). obivously i'm so going to screw up the tests and fail everything and get kicked out of school and end up as a road sweeper until i'm 70 years old and stay in a dirty old one room hdb flat.

i'm ruinedddddddddd. :(